The Healing of an Inner Soul

The word healing is a word that everyone knows because everyone needs it. We just differ in what kind of healing that we need, it's level and what aspect to heal. And me, I need a special healing that requires self -love that will give ease to the pain that I have been suffering. Sleeping alone, waking up alone, eating alone, sitting alone and fighting life's battle alone is such a draining thing. Living in the judgemental society is another thing that I have to deal with almost everyday. Walking straight and silent while the sharp eyes are on you. My life becomes their subject but I don't care what they will say behind my back. I have heard enough and I choose to be silent. I didn't trust my own blood line because they are my number one enemy. They don't want me to succeed, they want me to fail. But a big sorry for them because I don't care what they do and will do. ...